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| I AM GRADUATING!!! Yesterday was the release of result for my exams! Overall was a plesant surprise. Got an A for FYP and a B for a module which i thought i might retake. Seriously for that mod, i think i obtain less than 40/100 but still got a B. Thats the power of moderation!!! Anyway, glad that i will be graduating as plan without any obstacles =) Yesterday chatted with my parents. Was telling them my life has been rather steady without much obstacles. Starting from primary school, my PSLE result was nt that bad and nt that good, but managed to get into the secondary school that i wanted. My O level result was not that fantastic but managed to get in the JC which i wanted. Also my A level result is not that fantastic but managed to get into the course which i wanted to go. And now, althought my university result is not fantastic either, but i secured a honours gotten the job that i want and the salary of course... $_$ ... LOL!!! Really thanks God and anyone who supported me through my uni life. Especially my parents who foot all my bills. Was telling my friends that i am a free man, without any debts, without any worries and i'm able to do things which i like. Life in uni has been really hectic... been ups and downs... witness the ugly side of human beings. I always believe that whenever i am down, God will defintely send me people to help me along or help me out in any situation. Thanks God =) Was telling my parents, i will head down to temple to give thanks to my ancestor. A pity that my grandparents had passed away, if not they can witness their eldest grandson in Li Family to graduate from university. However no matter where they are now, i believe they will be happy for me =D I believe in Karma, although i duno what things i did in the past which lead me to have such a wonderful life since young but i am truly grateful. Even if life is bitter at times, i believe is opportunity for me to grow. Really glad that i am involved in Fo Tang activities, if not i will just be anyone just work and play without doing anything to do something meaningful. For me, i am a teens facilitator, hopefully i am able to groom this group of teens to find their true purpose in life. God bless. Well, for now i am temporary taking a break from studying. My aim in life is to get a Master Degree before 35. Hopefully everything will turn out fine. For now, just hope that my family and friends will stay healthy. Health is wealth =) Still considering whether should i get a wacom bamboo pen and touch. LOL. I know i have been considering since my last blog entry, but trying to balance need and want. Maybe i should just consider somemore... hahaha... Ok guys, shall stop blogging now. Wish everyone who is reading this blog entry good health and stay happy. Signing off... | | |
| IS RECESS WEEK!!! Wow! The last entry was dated March 1st and i remember clearly that i was struggling for my FYP. Now everything is ok and i am preparing for my exams. Yup, one week of study week follow by 2 days of exam and i am free!!!! Free from university life that is =D Have lots of mixed feelings lately. While i can't wait to graduate, i sort of miss NUS abit. I admit that i do not have any close friends in NUS, and even i have they all live in the east side, so i can always meet them up in the east area. Think i miss NUS as a place, place where i earn my degree and went through so SO MUCH. I always believe that if i can make it through engineering, i have nothing to fear in terms of hardship in studying. To me having a good degree is secondary. I just wanna work and do the things that i want, be with the people that i want to be with and i am contented. Everyone has a goal in life, and mine just happen to be a simple one. Hahaha. After 4 years of engine life, i finally found a real female friend in engine and she is a Taiwanese. Kind of surprised that we can chat and asked each other about homework related issues. I mean most of my friends are just study buddy and we have nothing much to chat about really. And the best part is i feel that both of us are sentimental creature... LOL! She wanted to meet me up for a meal before she go back to Taiwan after graduation. Thats so sweet right? By the way, if you are wondering if my gf knows about this, my ans is YES! I have nothing to hide from my gf =D Recently, i realised all my lecturers used tablet or wacom tablets to deliver their lessons. While i already have a tablet, i feel like owning a wacom tablet!!! The bamboo pen and touch seems like a good choice. Furthermore, with this wacom tablet, i can convert any PC to tablet function. Is time to save up for the things i want! LOL! Haha... ok time to indulge myself in my notes. Time to prepare for exam. Wish me luck! All that i wish for is a simple and yet fulfilling life. Hopefully my next phase of life will be an exciting one! To those of you who is still faithfuly reading my blog, just wanna say a simple "Thank You" Take care people and God bless! =) | | |
| The Final Race, The Toughest Race
Hi all! It has been half a year since i last blog... Freaking half a year!!! Life has been very hectic in Engineering. Thanks to my final year project and other technical elective modules. Although i left about 7 weeks before my final exam and then graduate, but now i am really under going tremendous pressure and stress.
Many a times i really feel like shouting or even crying out loud. For the past 4 years or 7 semester, after the recess week i will be ready for the next half of the semester. But for this semester, i practically spend my entire week typing reports. I know i have no one to blame but myself. Who ask me take 2 modules that is mainly on CAs and not test. However i guess that during this semester, i finally get to understand myself well. I feel that having test and exam is better than doing project and typing report. Why? For a test/exam, all you need is to study and hopefully do well for it. But for projects, i will constantly think of how to make it a better or improve on the project. The good part of having this kind of attitude is i look upon impovement, but the bad part is i constantly add stress to myself. For this semester, i sort of learning how to let go. Not to expect too much for myself. Can you guys imagine, for the past 6 weeks, i have chunked out about total of 150++ pages of reports.
I hereby sincerely pray, pray to God, pray that this toughest time will over soon. I will grip on tight and will not let go. Through this experience, let me grow up and better tackle situation. I will breakthrough!!! | | |
| EXAMS OVER!!! BACK TO FINAL YEAR PROJECT AGAIN
It has been awhile since i last blog. Well, as usual, things are rather packed and many things are happenening. Just finished my final exam. This year semester break is going to be a special one, bcos i cant really enjoy my hols to the fullest as I still have to do my FYP (stretch for 2 semester). Haha... no worries... shall take things one at a time =)
Many things happened, both good and bad i would say. For example, YES, i officially got my dream job and will asume duty on July 2011 something worth celebrating. The bad thing is my CAP or some say GPA is at a very vulnerable state. Some of u who are reading this post will think how vulnerable can it be? Well, vulerable as in i can up or even drop one class. Only after this sem exam result then i can say more or less fix le ba *pray hard*
OK... enough talking about work. Lets talk about something else. Just pamper myself by getting myself a webcam at Sitex. My gf was like, "you bought something which you hadly use again"... Well, i feel that i duno when will i use it, and is quite cheap anyway so ok lar... LOL! Shall hunt for a good set of speaker at the next IT Fair. Hehe.
Recently have lots of feeling about human relationship. Feel that relationship can be a very fragile thing. Hear from people around me talking about their r/s with their parents/siblings/gf/bf and also from my own personal oberservation, i feel that it really depend on what sort of people you are with and how you handle it.
For me, i really have very supportive parents and makes me feel very fortunate. Indeed, i dun think i can ever repay my parents in this life. If anyone asked me who will i save when my gf and parent fall into sea and my answer will defintely be my parents. Hopefully, i can give my parents a good life when i start to work =)
As for my gf, i know that she is a very understanding person. At times, i can be very serious with her and i know she dislike it. I will defintely change for the better. I promised.
Some of my friends who know me say i am a very forgiving person, a person who constantly bear no grudges to anyone and always forgive ppl no matter how many mistakes they have made. Occassionally i really wonder, if one day the person who i constantly forgive, suddenly turn around and bite me hard when i make a mistake, am i still able to take it? After a really deep thought and putting myself in a hypothetical situation, i feel that i will be able to accept it as the power of Love is unlimited. To forgive someone, we really need love which comprises of mercy. Is time for me to search higher for this unlimted power.
Many things happened recently, and i think i am starting to see a new pespective in life. From my sis preparation for her wedding, me attending job interview and briefing, went medical check with my soon-to-be colleague, working extra hard for exams so that my supposed monthly salary can have an addition few hundred dollars (LOL!!!) and doing my FYP Thesis etc.
Shall share some light in future of my perspective in life in future. For now, i urge everyone who have someone you hate, please forgive the person. We actually forgive ourself by forgiving others. Ok, take care guys! Shall stop blogging and continue my work... Love you all =) | | |
| Wow! Just realise my last blog entry is about 4 months ago! Now coming to end of Semester 1 le! Busy as usual... Hopefully after 4 years of University education, i can get some rest from studying.
Now, there are too many things to update. Some highlight of my current life. Firstly, i wanna thanks God for supporting me through all the hardship. No seriously, when i chat with my peers, i realise how fortunate i am. Not that i duno that i am fortunate in the first place, but really when we hear people story is a totally new feeling.
So here i wanna list down a whole lot of thanks messages:
1. Thankfully i am assigned to a understanding+welfare+motivated+passionate Professors for my Final Year Project (FYP).
2. Thankfully there is a PhD, master student and research scientist to help out in my FYP. Have potential to publish a Journal Article with my name in it!
3.Thankfully my academic although tedious but still managable
4. Thankfully I have an understanding girlfriend who is willing to go through thick and thin with me. Always be there when i need her.
5. Thankfully all is well for my family and friends.
6. Thankfully haze problem is getting better. Not so much of nose irritation as compared to few days ago.
7. Thankfully i am awarded a satisfying high pay career... LOL!!!
Ok i know that the list will go on. Time to bid farewell. Till i blog again. Take care people! Love you guys and you (yeah you who are currently reading my blog entry) be blessed =) | | |
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